Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
They even don't know what exam I am having. They only care about results. They told me in person. "But she doesn't get angry, does she?" - looked curiously at me. Of course, I don't. How can I?
Tried to say a few words and received "Don't bother and go away!" as an answer. I understand and respect it, honestly. Everyone needs privacy.
I'll do it. I will pass the exam because I will never forgive myself for failing it. Despite it's shit Economics. XD (nope, it is not an official name of the subject)
But sometimes I'm dreaming of someone to worry for me, not the mark. To feel loved/needed not depending on marks. To call someone and hear sth nice as an answer. I was jealous when saw a friend calling her boyfriend after a successful exam, he told her how smart and good she is. Someone has something, while another one has something different.
I'll pass it. Just because. I do not need love.
Tried to say a few words and received "Don't bother and go away!" as an answer. I understand and respect it, honestly. Everyone needs privacy.
I'll do it. I will pass the exam because I will never forgive myself for failing it. Despite it's shit Economics. XD (nope, it is not an official name of the subject)
But sometimes I'm dreaming of someone to worry for me, not the mark. To feel loved/needed not depending on marks. To call someone and hear sth nice as an answer. I was jealous when saw a friend calling her boyfriend after a successful exam, he told her how smart and good she is. Someone has something, while another one has something different.
I'll pass it. Just because. I do not need love.
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09.06.2009 в 01:03-
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09.06.2009 в 22:08економіст запізнився на 2 години і всім так виставив. =)
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09.06.2009 в 23:19-
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09.06.2009 в 23:49I also thought it is a curse... Possibly it is...
Someone might find, and someone might not. You look like a doll, not like a woman, so having crossed The Edge doesn't influence your chances. All your wishes can come true if you really want that. You're sweet and nice, both inside and outside. Guys respect this and dream of this.
I've crossed the edge and look like a 30-years-old. My eyes are ugly and I'm a rare bitch and a whore. So my chances have been lost in 2006...
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10.06.2009 в 05:56-
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10.06.2009 в 06:01I just don't believe in 2nd relationships. They're always sth like a deal...
At least here all interesting guys have girls for a long time. Moreover, I am much taller than them.
The only guys whose possible girls didn't fuck my mind by just existing were...the rock singers - because they perceived me as a guy. And talked about "stupid chicks" in my presence - I also talked with them on that topic meaning their girlfriends. =))) And they did not get angry. Most guys start calling me with dirty names and threatening when I say sth dirty about their sweethearts. And I often do it. *evil grin*