Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
WTF... I think I got addicted. It's easy to tame me. And he did it without even understanding this. I'm just one of many friends for him. Not more. And he has a young whore. What he did with me is his common behaviour with female friends.
Can't stop thinking of holding his hand yesterday... He doesn't understand what this means to me. And will never know as I'll do my best to kill what is growing inside of me.
Yesterday on the way to hospital I discovered the account of my phone is dead. And thought of what I will do there, as it is not allowed to enter the rooms, I usually called him and he went out. I thought it would be cool if he came out to the hall to smoke - and thought it might happen. When I was going up the stairs, I saw him smoking in the hall. Strange thing #1.
Strange thing #2. Having come home I sat down in the kitchen with a cup of coffee... And at 23:35 though someone might have called me, that I might have missed some call - my phone was left in the living-room. I ran there and saw a missed call from him at 23:32. This scares me...
Anyway, I will kill this feeling. It doesn't have the right to live. Moreover, it is just starting to grow. And it will di because of what I'll do.
Can't stop thinking of holding his hand yesterday... He doesn't understand what this means to me. And will never know as I'll do my best to kill what is growing inside of me.
Yesterday on the way to hospital I discovered the account of my phone is dead. And thought of what I will do there, as it is not allowed to enter the rooms, I usually called him and he went out. I thought it would be cool if he came out to the hall to smoke - and thought it might happen. When I was going up the stairs, I saw him smoking in the hall. Strange thing #1.
Strange thing #2. Having come home I sat down in the kitchen with a cup of coffee... And at 23:35 though someone might have called me, that I might have missed some call - my phone was left in the living-room. I ran there and saw a missed call from him at 23:32. This scares me...
Anyway, I will kill this feeling. It doesn't have the right to live. Moreover, it is just starting to grow. And it will di because of what I'll do.