[Orchid.ua]

FUCK, I just don't know what to do... He never asks me if I have time, doesn't hear that I do not want a relationship, and gets angry when I say I am at work. I really have to be there to make my reports...
And I'm a bitch, I hurt him despite I don't want to... I know I have to break myself and accept him, but this is the person from whom I only want to run away as fast as possible... I simply feel more than uncomfortable next to him. I should not have made the pic at the Anime Gothic Party...

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just find another one?

[Orchid.ua]

Mr. Sightless Clown, firstly, he is nor my bf. Secondly, I don't want to hurt him and I hate myself for doing it all the time. My lost fairytale will never come back, and I miss it...
Even if I wanted to find someone, I am not able to do it - all of those whom I could accept when I were younger already have their loved whores. And I am too old for true feelings. I would be able to accept something that has been existing for about 2 years. But nothing like that can be. I live in memories...