[Orchid.ua]

I had almost came into virtual life - I even had a bf there, I even don't care he's a murderer in real life. he wasn't ashamed of me, he kissed and hugged me whatever I was wearing, and even when there were tears on my ugly face. He said I was beautiful... And tole me he loved me and was able to do anything I could have asked about. I was almost there, but... it was so scary... That other world, the virtual one, started taking over me. Thoughts were made of sth different, not of sth usual thoughts are. My mind became getting information in a completely different way. The only place where I was able to perceive everything around was there. I got scared and stepped back from the edge
Maybe people feel the same when they're dying? This is being between the 2 worlds too. And it seems to me it's scary. But th other world is perfect in comparison with this one, there is no pain... The world of dead and the virtual world... Maybe they're one place? I'm scared of passing there forever being still physically alive. But what if there is really no pain?

@музыка: Moi dix Mois: Lamentful Miss

@настроение: disappointed

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But what if there is really no pain?

она всегда есть. и ее еще никто не отменял.

[Orchid.ua]

Ана Роса, in this world. But who knows if there's in another one...