Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Life is complete darkness. It is impossible to move in it without having anybody around. And also its impossible to get out if nobody wants to help.
I'm thinking of suicide more and more. It seems to be the only way out, whatever funny it sounds. Hope soon I will get this minute of unbeliavable strength and will be able to open the door to another world and go through it.....
I'm thinking of suicide more and more. It seems to be the only way out, whatever funny it sounds. Hope soon I will get this minute of unbeliavable strength and will be able to open the door to another world and go through it.....
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09.12.2007 в 22:10I can understand you a little...actually I have never felt real love to anybody(except to my computer)..but dont think about the death, please..and..hm...if you decide to do a suicide, read this story before - www.angel-lena.boom.ru ..
thats a true story..to tell the truth 1 year ago I messed about in the internet and surfed the Mail.ru Chats... I had met there a man who gave me a link... I have been talking to him for a long time.. he was those man, who took a girl with him to his flat .. it doesnt mind, just read..
PS. this tombstone is a really nice work in Photoshop, but today is 2007, not 2006....
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09.12.2007 в 23:17I will read it after i finish my report.
Nobody will stop me - i will just be waiting for it to come...you know what.
I dont have anything now...
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09.12.2007 в 23:19-
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09.12.2007 в 23:23I was killed in 2006
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10.12.2007 в 00:11-
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10.12.2007 в 00:3030 pages..
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10.12.2007 в 15:09-
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10.12.2007 в 16:02i'm busy all the time, i will read when i have a spare second...
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10.12.2007 в 16:03She is instead of me, she has my happiness because she's beautiful and I'm ugly. he left me for her...
i hate my stupid existence
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16.12.2007 в 22:43The photos have been made the way to hide my ugly eye...
I'm glad to receive your comment, it is really nice when people come to my diary, I am glad to see everyone here.
My life is just a mistake... They all need my achievements, but not me. I am too hard for them to deal with. Anyway, I love them, whatever they do.
Nobody will ever love me - I am cursed and that's all, that's destiny. I am tired of being a strong guy for all my life. I am virgin and will be forever - this world is for whores and whore hoppers. And for beauties. I am a bitch, I'm aggressive, jealous, angry and lots more... I miss my ex-fiance so much..... I know it all happened because of my illness and operations... And I'm sorry for it...
I hate myself for being ugly and stupid, he chose a better one...
My Prince& I am (were?) just a name in the icq contact list, not more. Nevertheless, he was everything for me, i lived for him since april whn i met him online. and up to now, the time he got a girlfriend. I disappeared from his life. became a shadow on his wall. but i told him - if he needs ANY help, i am always there for him...
My life is worth nothing. Just a stupid mistake. A painful one..
I will watch it as soon as nobody will be at home.