Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
And maybe my name is just not suitable for romantic attitude to me??
It's neither an elf or fairy name, nor food with poison or dangerous items. Orchid or Orchidee Stachelig sounds more like a male name, and the surname is male, it has the part of a guy I have in myself.
Perhaps you need to have some arrogant goth name to be noticed or loved or cared about.