Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
I know being too curious will never make sth good.But I did sth that made me feel nervous.

A person I love very much gave me the password so that I would be able to read his email.He said he has never had a girlfriend before and I believe and trust him.But there were so many letters from girls with their photos...

No, no, I am not jealous!!!!

Well, maybe a bit jealous...

Ok, a lot!!!

They look much better than I do...

I know he will be with me forever and ever but I am still jealous.It is a part of my fuckin personality.

The day was good despite the English lesson that wakes up my desire to do crime - a murder.Of our teacher who hates me and has put me an "8" mark for two mistakes and tries to make us think her way.

I can only say she is an old fucking dumb bitch!!!

I also got 12 at the chemistry lesson and my mum will let me see my boyfriend one more time!!!

Today we almost did that...But I feel ashamed as I am told to be behaving myself like a prostitute.I am not!!!

I just love him.

A question to you,my diary readers: do you consider me to be a bitch and a prostitute?

You can post your thoughts in the comments, feel free to do that.

I will be extermely grateful!!!

Thanx!!!

I am completely disappointed...

By the way, Daisy, his cat,has a very interesting way of scratching - having tried to scratch me,she hides her paw in her fur at once not to show she has done that.

my boyfriend asys it is because Daisy is scared of everyone and everything.Just like me.

@музыка: Fleur:Будь моим смыслом

@настроение: strange

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10.02.2006 в 21:34

No, no, I am not jealous!!!! Well, maybe a bit jealous... Ok, a lot!!!

You afraid to be jealous?

...sory for my english...'^_^
10.02.2006 в 22:03

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Your English is great!!!You can write in Russian or ukrainian< i understand them.I write in englisn just because my diary is in English.

Maybe you are right.I am just afraid of losing him,becoming unattractive for him despite he says he will always love me.
10.02.2006 в 22:23

*облегченно вздохнула*

Мой английский действительно неважный)))

Nonsense!

Ревность - это обычное и совершенно нормально чувство. Мы же люди в конце концов, а не машины)))

А бояться не стоит!

;-)
10.02.2006 в 22:29

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Yes,I know.Today he let me read his email.I did the same some days before.There are so many letters from girls!!!He says he has never had anything with anyone before he met me,that I am the first and the only one...But I am still scared.I am afraid of being betrayed one more time,of pain.I have also never had anyone before him.He is the first and the only one.
10.02.2006 в 22:51

хм...

Strange situation...

А если не секрет, что было в тех письмах?





10.02.2006 в 22:56

хм...

Strange situation...

А если не секрет, что было в тех письмах?





10.02.2006 в 23:02

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Well,some pics of the girls he talked with online,he told me he had never seen most of them,they were just sending emails to each other.I really trust and believe him,but I am still jealous.Because he has had close relationships not only with me and maybe he loved someone more than he loves me.I feel and know he adores me btu I am quite suspicious.I know I don't have to be jealous but I am.I am just scared of being betrayed...

The emails looked like friendly ones but too friendly.
11.02.2006 в 03:22

jikook trash
Orchid.ua You're not a bitch or something. It's just... natural.

And... I even have an online "husband". But that doesn't mean I can't date anyone else ;)

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