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[Orchid.ua]

Why do goth whores appear everywhere I am, and spoil everything? Of course, they're admired, they're perfect, and I'm either laughed at or not noticed. What the hell do they come anywhere?

I thought this issue would be useful for me as self-PR (I'm interested in the process itself, not the result, just remember what my job is) and, possibly, as a revenge (which can be considered as the result of PR). But if she'll be around... Everyone will see what a nothing I am, how ugly I look in front of her. I'm too real, and she's like a doll. Is it now possible to believe goth whores are not born with makeup?

Guys get insane because of them, they adore them and post their pics in their journals saying they are dreams. "Can beauty like this be fucked?" (c) Lyubko Deresh /statement from a book translated by me/ I'm just a piece of meat to fuck. And I give slaps for this.

Goth whores control the world and do not let naturally ugly real people be on the same level with them...

@музыка: Enya: To go beyond (II)

@настроение: useless

Comments

[Akamori Hiro]

А я срала на этих готес...все равно я лучше всех их вместе взятых. И ты тоже. Ты вот точно выглядишь как куколка!

[Orchid.ua]

~Yumi~, thanx... But she calls herself an anime fan, not a goth, she's an experienced model and also likes the image we're trying to keep... If sb sees me next to her... It will be my end...

[Akamori Hiro]

Я её знаю?
Та блин видела я таких фанов...начинают смотреть наруто и блича и уже все зовут себя анимэшниками.
Не понимаю чего люди вечно стараясься к кому-то прибится, вешать на себя ярлыки принадлежности к группе? У меня наверное в психике отклонения. Я не хочу вешать на себя ярлыки каких то групп или движений или субкультур. Даже если лолиты. Потому как мой интересы и увлечения не заканчиваются лолитами. Я не тупой ограниченый человечек.

[Orchid.ua]

~Yumi~, possibly, that's why I don't mention her name.
Lolita is more like an opposed status to the dirty world, not just a kind of clothes.
That model also doesn't call herself loli/goth/anime fan etc., she has a lot of pics in different styles, looks perfect and people love her. Except me.

[Akamori Hiro]

А я не особо то и хочу чтоб меня любили. Мне хватит узкого круга моих няшек ^^
Остальные пусть валят лесом!

[Orchid.ua]

~Yumi~, you're right, but I mean a different thing.
Her and me are in the same style, and she looks much better. It's possible people will see us near each other, and everyone will realise how ugly I am...

[Akamori Hiro]

Та плюнь ты на это. Скажи что это твои стиль и те срать на их мнение! Пусть её ипут во все дыры раз она так красива!
Блин я еще тот урод, и я этим горжусь! Я не похож ни на кого и этим уже отличаюсь от остальных. И нечего ныть что есть какая-то швабра на которую все слюни пускают. Фе блин.

[Orchid.ua]

~Yumi~, there are too many rules in that style, and I can't follow them because of natural stupid appearance. She is too beautiful to be fucked...
You're not ugly, you look like a doll. And I'm like a whore dressed in doll clothes, my face is too ugly, adult and real...
Moreover, that girl is said to be a nice person... >_<

[Akamori Hiro]

Ну ну ну цветочек! Будь собой, не старайся себя впихнуть в рамки какой-то субкультуры. Зачем ты себя ограничиваешь? Вот пусть она будет ограниченной куклой, зато ты будешь настоящей и живой! Вот!

[Orchid.ua]

~Yumi~, its not about subcultures, it is about natural appearance. Nobody needs real females, moreover - old ones. Everybody needs perfection... Like her... I'm getting some information about plastic surgery I need, but it's fuckin expensive...

[Akamori Hiro]

Мне плевать на тех кто любит за рожу а не за другие качества.
Я никогда не был ни популярным, ни нужным. Меня весь подростковый период унижали и ржали с меня. Та думаю и сейчас будут ржать.
Но мне как-то плевать на всех. Внешность это не главное! Главное то что у человека внутри.

[Lunia]

Beauty is not the guarantee of happiness, and, what is more, really beautiful people are very likely to be unhappy... because the first (and the only) thing people notice about them is how they look.

[[chuchundra]]

i got quait a number of male friends (just find it easier to speak with boys...) and i never saw anyone, who will be in LOVE with girl in a lot of make up...

[Orchid.ua]

~Yumi~, guys only need appearance, at least normal one. Not ugly eyes like mine...
Lunia, yes, everyone protects beautiful people. And guys would give anything for beautiful girls. >_<
[chuchundra], but all of them like and admire beauties. And I know nobody of them is single.

[[chuchundra]]

was hat "beaty" mit "make up" zu tun?

[Orchid.ua]

[chuchundra], they're "precious" for guys, they take care of them, protect them,love them and are proud of their girls. >_<

[[chuchundra]]

did u read the questin? what is the conection between beaty and make up? Girl (in normal live) doesn't need more then a bit of lipbalm and posobly a little bit on eyes. everything else... Well, a never saw a boy, who would like a LOT of make up. It's just shous, that girl is scared to show her real face.

[Akamori Hiro]

[chuchundra] +1

[Orchid.ua]

[chuchundra], yes, I have read it. Girls who do good makeup can look attractive, and some are even able to wear it all the time, so that guys would like them all the time as well.
I am scared to show the real face as I know it is awful. But I also have no time for makeup, my job doesn't leave me a spare minute to do sth outstanding. But at least eyeshadow, pencil/liner, face powder and makeup foundation...
I meant that model and I have been in almost same images, and she looks mush better. When people see us near each other, they'll laugh at my natural ugliness...