Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
I'm thinking of someone something I should never think about. It's useless!!! And stupid.

The more someone shows attenion to me, the more I get addicted and...the more I think and guess. This time it also happened. After we met in real life he calls me almost every day. So I was stupid enough (and arrogant as well) to think he likes me. Yes, he told me he doesn't consider me to be beautiful (no wonder, nobody thinks that way, so I'm used to it), but I thought the way I did about 6 years ago - "you don't realise it yet, but I got you, everyone except you sees it, soon you will understand..."

I was mistaken - just like 6 years ago. This time everything is not that hysterical from the guy's side. He is only in love. With a beauty, of course.
How could I even dare to think someone might like me??

I got addicted. Yes, I have dog psychology. A kind word - and I fall down to someone's feet. He showed some good attitude - I guess, just for fun. How could I think what I thought? He'd never notice anything like me. And getting my addiction is another game for him. Calls me his friend - but I know I am just a stupid name on the list...

@музыка: Olga Pulatova: Nothing happens

@настроение: lonely/angry