Fucked up

[Orchid.ua]

My hell will come tomorrow. I hoped this will never happen as the cursed time is Saturday when we aren't at University. Happy ones will spoil the whole day tomorrow... "Mail"... Whose sick mind has delivered this??? This day seems to be sth like "poisoning ugliness".
WHY are people that insane about this "event"? I'm already sick of their talks...
All of them will hear something nice about themselves. All of them will feel needed and be the best for everyone.
Have you ever been drunk up to losing consciousness?

@настроение: LONELY

Comments

[.koneko]

No, I never was drunked to losing consiciousness. I drink once a year and only a little.

[Orchid.ua]

.koneko, I don't drink at all. Never.
But on the day of stupid couples I'll try to lose consciousness.

[.koneko]

Orchid.ua I see... I actually don't like Valentines day, because of all posters, stuff in shops. Annoying.

[Orchid.ua]

.koneko, ???? But you're not lonely....

[.koneko]

Orchid.ua So what? You think all people, that are not alone like this day? For me it is really annoying, specially when shops are filled with Valentine stuff, as if I'm in Valentines Day museum.

[Orchid.ua]

.koneko, strange... Never thought anything can be annoying for happy people on this day.
Your loved one will be with you, so you're needed...

[.koneko]

Orchid.ua When I was a kid I liked this day, because you can walk all over the town with heart stickers on your face and no one will tell you how stupid it is... Just I think, that this day is for kids.

[Orchid.ua]

.koneko, it is a day when ugly people can commit suicide easily. We become brave on this day.
When I was running after a famous newsreader (he's my friend now), this was an opportunity to send a postcard to him, I did it to his office.

[.koneko]

Orchid.ua

it is a day when ugly people can commit suicide easily

In Lithuania most ppl commit suicide because they were not loved((

[Orchid.ua]

.koneko, soon there will be one more occurence like that in Ukraine too...

[.koneko]

Orchid.ua Lithuania is in first place because of suicide. Two years ago 16 year old boy jumped from a roof... And he was loved, he had a girlfriend, his parents adored him. We'll never know the reason... sad, that people take thier own lives.

[Orchid.ua]

.koneko, for some people it is the only way out...

[.koneko]

Orchid.ua Worst way... For most ppl it's hard to believe, that I wanted to end my life, after I was betrayed... But when I sat down and wrote everything, what was in my head, I came to decision, that those rats are not worth it.

[Orchid.ua]

.koneko, the only one for me.
You? End life? I'd never believe again... You're happy and loved....

[.koneko]

Orchid.ua Believe me or not... Long ago I wrote in my diary, but I deleted those posts, that are painful.

[Orchid.ua]

.koneko, strange...