I don't care

[Orchid.ua]

Nobody's there. And nobody will ever be. I'm indifferent to everything.

I don't care of my face anymore - nothing will make me less ugly. I take as much caffeine as it's needed not to feel sleepy to death - don't care what will be with my skin. Hair? I don't do anything to keep it healthy and good-looking anymore, do up somehow so that it wouldn't bother. I don't care, who for? Nobody could ever notice me even when I was young but after the operation, no wonder nobody would like an old whore. So there's no difference in how I look. Ugliness is ugliness in any degree.

I sleep 2 or 3 hours, feel exhausted and angry on the next day. Yes, I don't care about the relations with people as well. I'm an ugly selfush stupid bitch without brains.

I hate myself and will do everything to destroy. Nobody likes and nobody will ever do - so what for? I have no meaning.
Boys, and you love your innocent blonde cunts. I also don't care about that.

@музыка: Apocalyptica: I don't care

@настроение: indifferent/lonely

Comments

[Tamara ragE]

Dude is everything REALLY that bad?

[Orchid.ua]

Tamara ragE, no guy likes me...

[Shaliss]

You don`t live only to be loved by boys! Your life is for you and I don`t think you are right if you have an aim to destroy it.
Just imagine there are no boys.. at all. No more. What will you do then?

[Tamara ragE]

Orchid.ua
so?

[Orchid.ua]

dream_collector*, nothing. As I know I will not succeed in anything. There are talented and intelligent people for everything... The only thing I could do would be working as a whore, I'm only suitable for this as I have no brains. Moreover, I'm ugly, and ugly whores aren't very expensive... But I don't want to do this... So just waiting for a logical ending...
Tamara ragE, I'm old and ugly.