The female in me

[Orchid.ua]

Just received the pattern for my dress. Ordered it yesterday, hope next weekend I'll be able to start sth.
I'm a boy, a gay one. But each gay has a part of a female inside. So do I.
In everyday life I really don't care about how I look, hardly any makeup - no time for that. And - yes, I'm not a freak. In fact I've never been one.
But sometimes I like to have sth strange to cover the bones. Only because I want that on myself, not to attract/shock anyone. No other reasons.
This time - black and blue again. Laces, flowers; a veil to cover the ugly eye. A choker, earrings - as usual. Just because I like making that. Even if I wear it only once in the whole existence.

@музыка: Mylene Farmer: Mefie Toi

@настроение: exhausted

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Only because I want that on myself, not to attract/shock anyone. No other reasons.

Freaks who're not stupid also wear such stuff just because they want to, and they don't care what smb would think or say.

[Orchid.ua]

Kendoru, all freaks are stupid cunts who steal boyfriends and love from the others. I hate them...

Orchid.ua You know,  Christabel is a freak actually

[Orchid.ua]

Kendoru, she doesn't fuck with anyone and doesn't steal boyfriends. An exclusion which makes the rule true.

I can continue the list)

[Orchid.ua]

Kendoru, and I can't.
Girls like that are loved and I'm laughed at. They've taken over this world.

OK...Reiha, Ellie&Demi,  Lolli_Shi[ffer] and  Luke van Sant (propbably you don't know them) and more)

[Orchid.ua]

Kendoru, about those whom I know - never seen pics of them naked. My bf had been taken away by some freak, he made me do my best to look like them, everyone likes freaks and despises me.

What I want to say is just the fact that not all freaks are stupid whores))

[Orchid.ua]

Kendoru, 99% are.
They are liked..........