Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
These 5 days made me change a bit. I managed to smile and... I thought I can sometimes be somebody, not something... Nobody told me I'm ugly. Yes, an insane man once approached me and said I look like someone he knows. But he didn't say I'm nothing directly...
Today I knew the truth one more time. Kids from school laughed at me and said I'm extremely ugly. And the whore from another class had been running in front of me all day long. She's a beauty... Stylish, cute, healthy, with a big ass... A guy's dream.
23 has changed to 24 - the way I feared most of all. No answer from the address and number I'm watching carefully... What, whore, what else did you expect?
I'm really nothing. Now I know for sure. I'm grateful to people who have a good attitude to me. They're just too polite to say who I really am.
I have to forget what I had. I used to have and I won't anymore. I am nothing. I am NOTHING. I will be nothing forever.
Creatures like me should never be happy when sth seems to be the way they want. Whatever it is, it will change to sth opposite. It's destiny. An ugly face is destiny. Loneliness is destiny. Being a kickout is destiny.
Today I knew the truth one more time. Kids from school laughed at me and said I'm extremely ugly. And the whore from another class had been running in front of me all day long. She's a beauty... Stylish, cute, healthy, with a big ass... A guy's dream.
23 has changed to 24 - the way I feared most of all. No answer from the address and number I'm watching carefully... What, whore, what else did you expect?
I'm really nothing. Now I know for sure. I'm grateful to people who have a good attitude to me. They're just too polite to say who I really am.
I have to forget what I had. I used to have and I won't anymore. I am nothing. I am NOTHING. I will be nothing forever.
Creatures like me should never be happy when sth seems to be the way they want. Whatever it is, it will change to sth opposite. It's destiny. An ugly face is destiny. Loneliness is destiny. Being a kickout is destiny.
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03.04.2008 в 15:05мб, раньше я могла про что-то умолчать, но теперь мне плевать на мнение тех, про кого я говорю.
так вот, знай, что те, кто читает тебя, не считает тебя плохой.
я - тому подтверждение.
имею обыкновение, заходя на дневники разных истинно сук, наложить на них кучу дерьма от этого ника... короче, ты этого никогда ни от кого не удостоишься, мне ли не знать, что есть на самом деле - сука...
I am nothing. I am NOTHING
ну и? я тоже. ты ж не одна такая.
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03.04.2008 в 23:53You are a personality. I know you have at least 1 person who is proud of you. I don't anymore... It's ok.