Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Why am I still here?
Why does everything burn?
Why does pain hurt?
What is the size of Eternity?
What language was the first one? And which one will be the last one?
A lot of questions are in my tangled brains, and a lot of mixed up answers. Compilcated and simple at once. Why is everything this way and what will all this end in?
What if the future is a big abyss into nowhere? And we have gone for a walk along it's edge. Nobody of us knows what will the final destination be. We're talking about the world's creation and meaning.
I meant the real world, the Universe above...
And in my inside world I've already fallen down. The eternal flight will last for a long time. I know what will be in the end. I'll fall from a great distance and break into millions of absolutely not attractive bloody pieces.
People tell me I will have happiness soon.
They used to tell me that one will come back and ask for forgiveness.
But there's one thing that unites all my adorable friends-advisors.
Nobody of those who told me those nice things is single.
They're all happy and they can say I will be too.
Don't say anything if you aren't sure in it.
My eyes will never be ok.:right:Nobody will ever love me.
I wish there was at least sb who would hold my hand...
The spirit of that stupid day influences me grestly, whatever efforts I do for it...





@музыка: Apocalyptica: Wie Weit

@настроение: left alone