20:18

2005 + 2

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Trying to imagine 2007 like 2005 + 2. Is this the same? Am I still me 2 years older?
She could forgive and I can't.
She had blonde hair, I have black.
She believed in love and I don't.
Both of us bever gets out without makeup.
We love cats, flowers and football.
We are virgins.
But she loved a newsreader and I love a biologist.
I have real wounds at the place where usual people have hearts, and she had virtual ones.
Are we the same person???


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21.11.2007 в 20:22

этот город заполнен деньгами и проститутками. я не против ни тех, ни других, но только не сутками.
You so are beautiful! At you tremendous color of hair! I simply do not have words. You should believe that you are beautiful. And to live further. As soon as you will fall in love itself in себя-with you others will fall in love. You seem to me are afraid of young men. They feel it. Relax and receive from a life pleasure. You are worthy it!
21.11.2007 в 20:37

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Thanx for the good words...
My hair is not blonde anymore, it's black with a blue shade...
I'm afraid of all people, yes, especially of guys. They just laugh at me.
I am ugly as my eyes are different after the operations. I can't love myself as I know I will never be the same again. And I also know I'm cursed and nobody will ever love me, whatever I do, even if I jump out of my skin...
Life is not pleasure - it is pain. Pain of loneliness, being laughed at, being a kickout at school and having no beloved one...
The only thing I deserve is the punishment for all the evil I've done in this world for beautiful people....
You saw just the most successful photos in this post. But there are lots more, where my ugly eye can be seen. Like these ones:









22.11.2007 в 21:14

этот город заполнен деньгами и проститутками. я не против ни тех, ни других, но только не сутками.
shall be frank-glasses to you do not go. Well that you have passed to lenses. Your eyes.. They are amazing. Yes, they different, I do not deny. But this YOUR difference from others. I would dream of such eyes. I love unusual people. You are not similar on размалеванных dolls as externally and внутрнее. почитав I have understood your diary that you very interesting person. You should wait. You will necessarily meet the person of worthy you. Guys search for beautiful, ideal little girls only while it are young. Then they already search girls with which it will be possible to talk. You understand?
Be at me such appearance as at you-Oh, that I have done))

About your photos. Penultimate unsuccessful. A difference appreciable. And frightened any. And here on last practically it is not appreciable. Class lenses, always wished to have such color of eyes)) And at me any marsh color (But also your natural-too beautiful. You wind yourself. Not all so is bad. You have a will power. Suffer. I trust in you
22.11.2007 в 21:56

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Tx..
Nobody wants a girl in glasses - but this is also me. I wear glasses as well as lenses.
I am NOT beautiful - and it is the main thing for a girl.
I will NEVER have beautiful photos.
Everyone will be ashamed of me.
I'm without any makeup on the 2nd pic.
the difference between eyes isn't an advantage and it can't be. Everyone needs beauty but not weird features. I am tired of being laughed at.
I will never be loved as mistakes of nature are also MISTAKES.
I'm not a person anymore. I will NEVER have a normal life. yes, I know I'm the worst creature in the whole world. But it hurts. Really hurts.
I'd give anything for a minute of beauty...
This world is not for me anymore...

23.11.2007 в 16:08

этот город заполнен деньгами и проститутками. я не против ни тех, ни других, но только не сутками.
Orchid.ua
You and will continue to regret yourself? There are people with much more serious problems than your two eyes! People with incurable illnesses, with barreness, without legs and still it is a lot of that! All so lived as you you show false modesty.I awful, love nobody me... It is possible to be such сharming the person that on its nose and differing in 2 mm nobody looks at eyes! You so present yourself that do not wish to communicate with you. Instead of because of that that other girls is more beautiful than you.They can also beautiful, but empty.
23.11.2007 в 16:41

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Риш, I hate myself. But I realise this is what I desreve. My favorite quote is "...nothing ever comes of nothing, we pay a price for all our choices made..." I know all I have is a punishment for sth I've done.
The funniest thing is that people with problems are loved. :)) and I'm sincerely glad for them. I'm serious.
There's no person for whom I would be the best one whatever happens. And 2 years ago there were lots of people who admired and likd me. Now everything is different: people try to communicate with me and I never say no unless they are guys looking for a spare cunt :-S But they like me only in darkness or sth like this, until they see my whole face clearly, particularly the eyes. Then they just forget about me. I am not angry at anyone - I understand they have simply mistaken by thinking they met a beautiful person they were looking for...
The only creature who doesn't care about what i look like is my adorable kitty.
And I'm doing my best not to lose friends I have... In this case all ways are good ones, even if they're the most stupid in the whole world.
I'm sorry for having been born, but there's nothing I can do against this...

24.11.2007 в 16:15

этот город заполнен деньгами и проститутками. я не против ни тех, ни других, но только не сутками.
How many unfamiliar words) Were necessary to use the translator)) the Only thing that it would be desirable you to not go in cycles in the problem) make all efforts to become successful and respect in a life. Let everyone feel jealous( I tnink, i've never to remember this word and write it correctly). Then nobody will look at your eyes. Or will look at them in another way))
24.11.2007 в 17:17

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
:)) the words...
I can't get out of these problems as there's no plastic surgery that can help me. I will be a beast forever! FOREVER...
I can't be successful - success is for beautiful people. Nobody will feel jealous - what for? I will always be laughed at. It's the destiny and nobody can correct it...
My eyes will be the ugliest ones forever. I would give anything for a minute of beauty....... I am jealous to all the beautiful girls - and I HATE them!!!! just one minute would be enough....
24.11.2007 в 20:53

этот город заполнен деньгами и проститутками. я не против ни тех, ни других, но только не сутками.
Orchid.ua
Professional mindfucker
It's true.
I am tired to explain you that as you yourself present so you and perceive
24.11.2007 в 21:05

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Риш, this doesn't depend on me. Can you imagine what happens if an ugly girl persuades everyone she is beautiful? I experienced this 4 years ago. People just laugh at the face. One person tells me I'm beautiful - because he wants sth I will never give anyone. Destiny can not be corrected.
24.11.2007 в 21:40

этот город заполнен деньгами и проститутками. я не против ни тех, ни других, но только не сутками.
As I found you diary, I has got involved in all this i'll find the way to you happiness))

At me a similar problem. And though at me is not present such it is direct patent defects, too nobody pays attention to me. Over me do not laugh at all. To me simply do not pay attention. As though I was not present.
All would be normal, if mine best friend, which bright, beautiful, charming. Near to it I am simple mouse. Grey and invisible. I know that she is more beautiful and better. And even more cleverly. It is sick. And it is very heavy to realize that you constantly worse. But it is felt by my bad part. Another part is happy that I have such friend. In due course you get used. Becomes all the same. And you will learn to live with it. With that pain
24.11.2007 в 22:58

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
It is impossible - the ugly face is what spoils the whole life. It is impossible to get used to it - as I were a person and now I don't deserve even to be called a thing...
I think it is you who thinks your frind is better. Other people must have another opinion. I've seen situations like yours - and I know how it looks from aside and how the people see it by themselves.

12.03.2010 в 20:28

это так безумно печально, зло, страшно и радостно...
Are we the same person???
Блондика вроде на тебя намного больше похожа.
А какой естественный цвет? Помнишь?)
12.03.2010 в 21:24

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
zapisi, everyone says I'm worse now...
Both pics are mine.
I see the real color when the roots grow.
12.03.2010 в 22:11

это так безумно печально, зло, страшно и радостно...
zapisi, everyone says I'm worse now...
Вторник, 07 августа 2007 is now? OMG, I lost myself! What the cheating world!
Or what are you talking about?

The photos and things on they are not equal. On that one you seem just a little fatter. Then on any other picture, which I have seen. That's why blond fits better =).
12.03.2010 в 22:14

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
zapisi, jo, that's already in black and not so long ago.
I'm a fat cow... And black looks awful... thank you........great.... I will know.....
12.03.2010 в 22:40

это так безумно печально, зло, страшно и радостно...

I'm a fat cow... And black looks awful... thank you........great.... I will know.....

You are welcome... did you read carefully what i said?... this is sad... goodbye?
12.03.2010 в 23:47

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
zapisi, I read carefully... Now I realise I'm much worse than everyone else......
13.03.2010 в 00:01

это так безумно печально, зло, страшно и радостно...
ow I realise I'm much worse than everyone else......
Why?:)
13.03.2010 в 00:01

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
zapisi, you also proved it.

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