It must have been like a plant.
First there's some small seed we can even not notice sometimes.
It falls on the appropriate area of soil.
Grows up slowly, then a bud appears.
All of us try to figure out: what will the flower be like?
It's opening slowly.
And, if it's cared about - which is easy when the flower is desired - it exists forever and ever.
I tried to water my plant with acid. Before the stupid bud opened.
It seemed to have died.
I didn't need it.
It had grown through my heart and mind. It was bothering blood to move through the veins.
That flower would block everything if it opened.
Now a new green leaf has appeared...