If I get this job - I will get some money. If I get it - I will buy artificial love.
I also need to be brave enough to call and ask for those services.
Everything's simple. I will ask a male whore to meet me after University, let me run to him and embrace like I did to my Love. I'll take sth to be a little insane and to be able to pretend that is the person I meant. I will also ask to hold my hand and am going to pay him a bit more for not throwing up because of my eyes.
That's all I need.
And, as I've counted, that would approximately be $300.