What is going on?
It can't be reality but this also isn't a dream.It is too real for a dream.
Tomorrow I am going to the Carpathians again.For the whole week.For m sister's wedding.
I will be feeling terrible pain then as 700 km will be between us.
But my mother will order me to smile, not to wear my goth clothes, not to speak about gothic...
I will stay shut up!
Maybe this will happen when I wake up?
For the last week I felt like my dreams were coming true.
Every day i saw the one I like and, maybe even sth like love.
I don't believe in it but I think I can become addicted soon.
Every time I see my journalist, I feel terrible pain but I can't wait to see him again.
And my dear goth friend - I can't wait to see him, he is the only one who is able to kill my pain.
Who is always with me and understands me completely.
Whom I have known for about a month but I can't imagine my life without him.
What is happening to me?
I am also sory - I didn't manage to help Miya with her article.Sorry!!!
Sorry,dear.I am a bitch, I know.
Sorry.
All people who communiocate with me feel pain, nothing can be the way it must be when I am around.
I hope I will never wake up from this dream.
waiting to see him one more time...