Today the lecturer of Aesthetics mentioned this picture at our lecture. The picture that impressed me, and seems so lose to what I feel inside - by the mood. I really take it this way, despite a lot of people say it is weird. I've already posted it here.

It's sais that the author of this picture was impressed by the scream of someone who was about to commit suicide, and by the bright red sky at the same time.
For me this painting reflects what I've ben feeling for almost 4 years - desperation.