Can't stop thinking of that guy... Just cannot - and this scares me to death. I know it has been his purpose - to make me feel like this, to have me addicted. He has played with my dog psychology - and he has won. For this person my condition is just a way to increase the self-esteem...
I don't realise what he is talking about. I am trying to write it down, but... just listen to his voice.
I should not.