No loved one was waiting for me near the University. Because no loved one exists and will never exist.
Some are loved, while the others have to love without being loved. Change of destiny is impossible. It hardly ever occurs, maybe when God's PC has bugs. But this happens only to some lucky people. I must get used to the thought: I am single forever. I repeat this to myself not to have dreams anymore...
There is the one I love - but he has forgotten about me. He has his own life...
From today I'd send all guys to hell - if anyone showed attention. It's better to die in pain than to be fucked by somebody.