It's endles killing pain... My eyes... I can't clearly see what I am typing... I'm tired of this virtual life taking over me - but I also don't have the real life...
WHAT FOR??? WHAT DO THEY WANT?? WHY DON"T THEY SIMPLY KILL ME??
читать дальшеALL people in the world have their beloved ones. They tell me I will have soon too. They have been telling this to me for already a year. And what do I have now? NOTHING!!!! Stop lying to me!!!
I am the last single person in this world... Even all guys I try to find online - they all have their girls. They want to have me as a friend - and ask to publish their articles in the magazine. You know what?? You're together!! So do everything by yourself. I am tired of helping fuckin happy couples.
You're right - I'm jealous!!! This is running in my cursed veins and doing all the evil I do. I'm tired...
Why life and pain are the same?
Single forever... Nothing can be worse...
I know nobody wants an ugly creature like me... But hoped to have someone at least virtually....