Their pic - he was ashamed of me so much, but she hugs her and smiles at that pic... he didnt want to have pics with me... She is there and was instead of me... I didn't want to get ill...
Sorry formy hysterical post - but I have to write it not to scream and injure myself in reality...
читать дальшеI miss him..... What have I done to him except hoing to the hospital for operations??
Yes, she's much better than me... But nevertheless, I feel pain too...
He asked me to dye my hair white the way it wouldn't have the yellow shade...But her hair has it! I'm not jealous - I just don't understand...
Do I still love him?? Who knows...
Now I know who for he asked me for money - and why did he say the truth that he doesn't have anything. Ok - I would give him as much as I can.
Why did he push me away when I told him I loved him? I know, my cursed feeling grew bigger and bigger each day - and this is my bad feature. One of the many. But he told me he likes this....
I don't have words anymore...Just terrible pain... Taking medicine and thinking - how much will be enough to achieve the Asleep status? Nobody is waiting for me there... Where is he? Maybe he needs help?.....