Another loved carrothead. Great...

I do have black hair and ugly grey eyes. Fuck off if you have a redhead fetish.
Sorry for being rude. It just hurts to hear I'm a shame and never the best one.
On the other hand... I don't want a sweet lie. Or do I? maybe the latter for now.
I'd give anything to hold someone's hand or receive a nice text message at the moment.
I will eat some more sleeping pills and go to bed to be at the office at 10 tomorrow. Like a usual working man.