R.I.P.

Today in the morning a famous Ukrainian journalist died in a car crash...
http://www.unian.net/ukr/news/news-314726.html
Rest in peace...
This proves the statement again: God takes the best people...

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Post 1. (the last pic). Countryside. Good night!

Gute Nacht!

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Post 1 (even more). Countryside. What is this?

What is this?

See answer in comments! ^__^

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Post 1 (the rest). Countryside. Having come home.

Sugar&spice and everything nice

Said hello to each of these...












From above:

@музыка: Monolit: Live but not exist

@настроение: down

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Promised pics. Post 1. Countryside. For a walk and after...

I understand these pics will not be interesting for anyone except me as they're not interesting - just common landscapes and flowers, quite boring. But I have the mood of this place, it is where I have a house. It is a place where I forget about the outer world and do the weirdest things on Earth. I tried to capture the mood and would be happy if I managed to pass it to anyone of you.
Editing is not good, and I didn't have a purpose to make the pics be art. The reason for such editing is this: I want the photos to look like that.
Anyway, I hope I won't bore you too much.

Pics

Found in the garden. Unfortunately it refused to show it's cuteness - the nose, it was said to be black and shiny. ^^


I like going for walks there. Here's how I saw everything...










The sky has the same color as the eyes of My German Prince...

@музыка: trance

@настроение: lonely

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Wanna get scared to death and be fuckin disappointed about me?

UPD: 7 for "yes" and 6 for "no" for now... And it defined the result.

A pic without makeup. Made after I ran out to the supermarket (as my cat was going to eat me XD ). Yes, I know I'm ugly. Just didn't want to make anyone of you be disappointed later if you saw the real me anywhere. Moreover, I'm not one of those who create virtual images, I hate that.

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Do you hate me now? (c)

запись создана: 05.05.2009 в 01:26

Вопрос: Yes or no? :-P

1. Yes		7	(43.75%)
2. No		9	(56.25%)
Всего:		16

@музыка: RazorBladeKisses: Teddy

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FAIRYtale in progress

Model: Natalka
Photo by Orchid

@настроение: exhausted

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Fetish? Weird&stupid

Noticed a strange thing:
Come to our University, to our course, and mention a name of some impossibly cool and expensive camera. See what will happen next...

@настроение: annoyed

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Just had to jump out to the nearby supermarket - and I did it without makeup. Hope nobody has seen this nightmare.

Hair not done, sunglasses, a white shirt with nothing under it - what the hell people might have thought.... I just had no time for thinking of how I look as the cat was about to eat me.

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Like here

I wish I could show this to my mum and dad before they come home... ^__^

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Mum warned me it's hard to spray medicine on my cat as he's afraid of the sound of that, even though the medicine doesn't hurt. I believed her and began thinking of what I'll do if I fail with this task. But when the time came, I just grabbed the disappointed sleepy cat, half undressed him (he wears a shirt these days ^^), and sprayed the medicine under the paw. Some also got into my nose - but that doesn't matter. The cat seemed not to have understood what had happened, and only danced a little when I was putting the shirt back on him.
I've noticed this a long time ago - that he goes crazy when mum tries to use medicine on him, and when I do it, he is rather calm. ^^

@музыка: Monolit&Lystopad: Smoke on the water

@настроение: with the cat in my hands

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I received a lot of U-mails from friends asking why I had closed my diary. I'll leave it open as don't want to offend those who have not done anything and really can't get what is going on.
But I'll leave a message to those who are too intelligent for my low English level.
I understand and realise you're professors or sth like this, and you know several foreign languages perfectly and speak them fluently.
Why do I keep this diary in English? Just because I want to show myself off! No other meanings. Is that something you wanted to hear?

@настроение: destroyed

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2nd rose

The 1st one has been burnt a bit. And this flower is more or less blue. ^^ Girls who haev already worked this way, tell me about my mistakes, I guess I have a lot and would like to correct them.

Rose of pain (c) XDD

@музыка: the recording of the Fleur concert

@настроение: lonely

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At least I got to the wire from th camera, so in a few hours there'll be a lot of picspam here.

On today's schedule:

• Flowers&frogs from the countryside;
• Cute blue'eyed kitten;
• The star of my journal, the awesome Kesha;
• Something fuckin funny, but in Ukrainian (no worries, I'll translate);
• The one whom I really talk to and who has been my dream for a few years, with whom we have same names;
  
  
• and - attention and warning, girls! - loads of pics from a rock concert! Cute long-haired guys, and even with makeup!!!

Don't miss all this, it's soon coming here, in my journal. ^__^

*I guess I've mixed everything up a bit thinking I am on TV now XD *

And, by the way, I've made my 1st rose! Yumi, I told you about it. ) And after the 1st one 7 more had been made rather successfully. )

@музыка: trance as loud as possible

@настроение: awake

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I just feel more and more empty when people remind me what a shit I am, about my being ugly and eternally single. As soon I try to forget for a while - someone reminds me. And - know what? I'm grateful for this. By putting me back to my place these people save me from further disappointments.

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Despise

Yesterday Yumi wrote she doesn't care for happy couples around. And I've also caught myself on the thought that I've learnt how not to see them. Headphones - with a new rock/metal playlist from yesterday , a newspaper and thoughts of politics, sports or work. Moreover, I am not to shy to speak too loudly. If some stupid people dare to kiss near me - I can easily say: "You make me sick!" And if some happy girl tells me she has a bf and he loves her more than ever - I say: "I'm sorry for you, dear... No more shopping and going out of home without makeup. Now you'll have to look perfect all the time, forget about minutes of relaxation..." I started to despise happy females as imprisoned ones, and young cute girls - as fuckin expensive whores.
Those happy people wake up my vomiting reflex. And I do not want to throw up in public, do I?

@музыка: Monolit - Glory to Ukraine

@настроение: lonely

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Members of the "Lystopad" band told me they liked talking with me!!!!!!

@настроение: excited

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noticed

What can be more sweet and cute than a guy doing makeup?
*drools*

@настроение: kawaii??

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Whore...

If sb says he likes me or that I look good - it means he takes me as a whore. A close person just told this to me. How could I be that stupid not to have remembered it is impossible to like me????
Just wanted some positive sincere attention to survive - ugly people also need this, did you know? And believed... I'm stupid, I know. And just a whore....

@настроение: depressed

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Going to a rock concert with the invitation of the band.