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Ita Loli as a new type (crosspost from my other blog)

I suggest making Ita-Loli a separate type of the Lolita fashion. Like
other disliked but very nice ones, for ex. Ero-Loli, Guro-Loli etc. True
Lolitas in sickly sweet brand clothes, eat me! :P

Editor's note: I didn't mean to hurt any of my readers or those who have done nothing bad to me. The image of a "bad true loli" is just a general one based on what I've seen in VARIOUS communities.

The horrible text

As my disgusting TV teacher says, "I will explain".

Back in 2005 when I got to know what Lolita is and when I liked it, I
thought it's a fairytale, cute and romantic version of Goth, non-dirty
Goth. (I'm talking about Gothic Lolita style now.) A way of being
different without being modernly shameless. And I started that fashion
where even wearing a short skirt with stockings is NOT sexy and slutty.
Think of Kukula's works and characters. Are they something that makes you jump out of trousers? I used to think Lolita is the same.



In TV shows I explain it like this: "When I was younger, I liked
sewing clothes for my dolls, and I made them that way because I liked
what they looked like. I put them on the doll because I wanted her to
look the way I wanted, not "I wanted her to look hot". Same is with
myself now even though my appearance is far from a doll's one: I make
clothes the way I like them and I put them on because I want to look
like that. Not to pick some jerks up. "



Like any other type of fashion, Lolita has changed since 2005. And I
wouldn't say it's for the better. Now we have strict rules I often
consider stupid, SAME brand dresses with sickly sweet prints, catty
bitches who will give their last underpants for a new brand dress and
would sigh in disgust when they see "cheap lace, shiny fabric and a
Bodyline outfit". They eat newbies so that they don't want to go on with
following the style, and also there's a common opinion that it's "not a
cheap hobby". That is - it can only be for those who are ready to
starve to save for a brand dress. I don't want to be called a Lolita
because I don't want to have anything in common with those nasty people.



The offensive definition of "ita-loli" (painful Lolita) is sticked to
almost all people who at least try to be creative in their outfits and
general images while those who don't care for their bodies and faces but
are dressed in brands are mostly appreciated. I don't mean naturally
plus-sized people or those with adult faces - certain Lolita styles and
outfits look awesome on them. I know it because I suffer from the last
mentioned problem myself. T_T



So if anyone who has their own vision of Lolita is called Ita Loli...
Why can't it be separated into a branch of Lolita fashion that involves
and encourages creativity? I understand that not all tries end in
success. But isn't it better to advise about how to make it better than
calling a person names and telling them they're bad? How many of you
had your first tries ended in 100% success? Personally I've gone through
failures. Wanna see my beginnings of goth?

Still I won't dare to post a bigger pic, my makeup is an epic fail here. XD

Now
I'm working on a dress that would definitely be called ita. I chose
white fabric used for men's shirt, it has a light purple shade. I'm
gonna make a "lace monster" with kilometers of non-cotton lace.Why?
Because cotton lace is such a pain in the ass to iron! See, what lolita
language I am using! But I'd better be a brutal biker than a catty
female snob with daddy's or boyfriend's credit card and an addiction to
brands.

And
now I am going to say something many true Lolitas will hate me for. I
don't like MOST modern brand clothes. A pregnant elephant silhouette,
same sickly sweet prints and total orientation towards childish
appearances and body types. But I'm sorry, aren't there taller people
who understand they'd look funny in all that cutesy stuff?

I
prefer what was shown in the earliest Gothic&Lolita Bibles, lots of
lace that looks nice, showing off stockings WITHOUT ANY sexual meaning,
dark Mana-style makeup and perfectly pale skin in combination with my
REAL hair. I sometimes use extensions, but they are literally a headache
so they're for "bad hair days" only.

Here are a few pics of what I still like despite it's not "true":

A
rectangle headdress is one of very few that suit me as well. It can be
ita, but only when it's badly made and resembles a daily pad with lace.
But please don't mix these with plainly decorated nice ones.

I'm
not shameless enough to be goth. Too dark, not catty and rich enough to
be lolita. So I prefer being myself. When I have my new dress
photographed, I'll label each pic as "It's NOT a Lolita dress, it's a
goth dress. So dont worry, I don't call myself one of you."

I'll
show you some of my Lolita attempts, of course with a dark shade of
Goth. I don't think they are bad even though they break most modern Loli
style rules.

Recent Gothic Lolita look, pic by Mad Indigo

Ero-loli at Tori Fest 2008

Gothic Lolita, pic by Katherine A.

Hentai party at Slivki club in DP city, pic by Black Mokona

A try of a my own idea - rocker lolita I made it a bit more glamour for that party.

Lolita
fashion used to be the naive and not adult/dirty beautiful fairytale
for older people who are tired of the ugly and unfriendly world. Now it
seems to have become another unfriendly world concerned about money and
being like everyone else. That's sad.

And
maybe "the brand fever" is a marketing trick used by brands themselves?
For ex. - people affiliated with those companies hang out in the world
loli community planting those stupid opinions about what's true and
what's not? All those rules look so fake and man-made... Maybe I am not
right but this is just an assumption. And if I'm right, the Loli brands
will be even a bigger disappointment because I used to consider them
something more fairytale-like than the cynical and snobby glamour ones.

From here: orchideestachelig.blogspot.com/

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That person will stop talking to me when he knows I'm old...
Guys... Please understand that old people have feelings too...
15-years-old whores are shit...

@настроение: sad/lonely

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I feel like reading or editing a video instead of doing tasks for the TV exam.
I want the job at ICTV and not spoiled nerves at university. Aren't I right?

Or sewing... I decided to make some more clothes in the classic goth style. And here's where I understood why goth and pain are so much associated: I will have to go through some pain to get ideas. I'll have to browse through pics of beautiful goth people... And then I'll be able to come up with some new images and ideas. I should learn not to see faces of people...

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The cat broke Windows on my laptop, so I'm currently on mum's.

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У мене новий телефон, а всі контакти розбились зі старим. Тому або напишіть мені, або киньте номер в ю-мейл

I've got a new cell phone, all contacts died with the old one. You can either text me telling who you are, or send your number via u-mail.

 

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