15:28

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A band of my Facebook friend Mattias. I like their style and how they represent it. www.myspace.com/dtoxofficial

And yes, they are Swedish. ^__~



05:18

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.

Even when I think I look ok, no guy thinks I look good. Doesn't this prove anything?

What is more, yesterday I received a painful kick on the ass and a laugh.

 

What would you say after this? How can I dare to think different after EVERYTHING shows me I'm ugly?



@музыка: Blumchen: Du und Ich

@настроение: sad

03:09 

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Here's where we can see the clear difference in mentalities of Americans and other countries. I'd like to underline the fact that I am NOT saying someone is better and someone is worse, I've made my point of view a long time ago.

 

The fight with the economic crisis - summits in Canada. First G8 and then G20. Angela Merkel says she has no disagreements with Obama. Some countries chose the way of austerity measures while the other ones want to increase public spending in order to stimulate economic recovery. Guess which way is to be taken by the USA?

 

Of course it is #2. American people definitely like spending money and even in a critical situation try to find a way out that corresponds with heir lifestyle. I think it is not bad - I only hope it works. But - to my point of view, this might work for the USA only since they - I'll speak in a simple way - have what to spend. Compare monthly salaries there and in Ukraine or Russia for example.

 

What is more, Americans aren't used to cutting their spending. ^^



@музыка: D-ToX: Mindfucker

@настроение: busy

18:15

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Each time I go to sleep I think that something good will happen, I'll wake up and discover it.

But nothing ever happens.



@настроение: sad

14:29

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Please, don't talk about flowers... I'm begging you...

Burning my intestines with hot coffee.



@музыка: Iron Maiden: The Clansman

@настроение: lonely

03:05 

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21:16

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SHUT UP, PLEASE!!!!!!! Let me finish the article and die in peace...

@музыка: people talking >_<

@настроение: annoyed

21:04

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.

I see people are running away from me...

Well, I think it's time to warn that I'll probably spam my diary with excited posts for the following few months.

Sorry if it annoys you. Maybe I'll place that under cuts. Or maybe not.



@музыка: Voister Litz: Shame

@настроение: exhausted

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Nothing can be harder than waiting. Especially if it's something you need more than anything at the moment.

 

But this time I believe the reply will come as soon as the person has time. He's definitely busier than me and even than Adora. And it took her a few weeks to find time to write the answers to my questions. So this might be also long. Though I know I will receive a reply because he cannot be impolite enough to ignore me. Right?

 

Now I'm working on...studying before tomorrow's exam (the last one!!!), interviewing Adolf via Skype in a few minutes, preparing and sending one of the articles after the exam tomorrow, going to buy the fabric for my dress on Friday. And one more article on Saturday. My new job starts from Monday, and I'm happy the 1st month is paid also. :)

 

I mean I'm keeping myself busy until he answers.

 

 

 



Вопрос: Will he answer me?
1. Yes! 
7  (100%)
Всего:   7

@музыка: Emilie Autumn: How to break a heart

@настроение: working

10:16

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.

It's better to have a nap and send the email later, but write it "with the fresh brain" than to write and send it now after a sleepless night. Right?

The email isn't urgent, I just want to be the first one.

 

UPD: Sent. Waiting..... ..... ....



Вопрос: Now or later?
1. Have a nap and do your best 
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10:00 

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01:40

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Only sleep.



@музыка: Fleur: On soft paws

@настроение: falling

00:20 

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Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.

Whatever strange it might sound, he seems to have directed me in the right way of...professional activity and promotion.

As  кукла Мана said, he must have really infected me with his energy, but I've also left him a part of mine. (c)

I caught myself on the thought that... I want to write articles on a level high enough so that he could be...proud of me.

Looks like I was better in choosing guys when I was younger XDD

As soon as I pass the exams, I'll sew a dress and then write that long feature/analysis story.



@музыка: E-Type: Forever More

@настроение: not bad, what is surprising