02:20

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*invisible*


@музыка: Anathema: Parisienne Moonlight

@настроение: can you see it? never mind...

00:50

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Had a nosebleed when heard a song that made me think of My German Prince....

00:11

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
I've changed the job. From next week I will be working for an information agency at an IT portal.
Details are in the previous post - Not another goth diary. That is the one I promised. :)

Btw, forgot to tell you - just click on that flower photo.

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@музыка: Stratovarius: Black Diamond

@настроение: busy

00:51 

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13:31

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Time to get used to the fact I'm old...

01:26

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Got an idea for a new photoshoot... But still doubt if I should do that or not. Maybe it is really not mine?
I even don't get why I have a wish like that. I know I never look good.
Still going to call Mr.Dron to ask the prices.

Does anyone know where is it possible to get artificial hair?
Can't stand anything on my head except my natural hair, but it would be too long to wait until it grows to the length I want to have.



Вопрос: Call the photographer or not - that is the question...
1. Grab the phone and go on 
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00:28

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Orchid writes about online safety - and has had a great FAIL.
Awesome.
I warn people and have trouble myself. :-P

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Obama’s Facebook warning





















Barak Obama has some
sobering advice for aspiring presidential candidates: be careful what
you post on Facebook, because it "might come back to haunt you".



That's what Obama told a ninth grader who asked how to become
President, when he spent 20 minutes with 32 high school students at the
US Wakefield High School.


"In the YouTube age whatever you do, it will be pulled up again
later somewhere in your life... And when you're young, you know, you
make mistakes and you do some stupid stuff," he said.


Obama's warning is backed by his own experience: his presidential
campaign was threatened when inflammatory comments from his former
pastor Reverend Jeremiah Wright turned up on YouTube. Since then,
several of his own captured off-the-cuff comments have sparked media
debate.


Obama also told the students they each had a responsibility to discover what they are good at and pursue it.



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If I get this job - I will get some money. If I get it - I will buy artificial love.
I also need to be brave enough to call and ask for those services.
Everything's simple. I will ask a male whore to meet me after University, let me run to him and embrace like I did to my Love. I'll take sth to be a little insane and to be able to pretend that is the person I meant. I will also ask to hold my hand and am going to pay him a bit more for not throwing up because of my eyes.
That's all I need.
And, as I've counted, that would approximately be $300.

@музыка: Bashnya Rowan: Freedom of choice

@настроение: lonely

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Thanx to  kaori hayashi I also have a personal dancer. A nice barbie-like blonde in white is dancing on my desktop. I liked her as she looks like the dolls I had in childhood.
Writing again...
And found some music that seems to be a perfect soundtrack to this period of my existence.
Neither good not bad.
New carreer stage. Money. Plans.
Friends. Hobbies.
Ideas. Nationalism. I.M.
Loneliness.
Empty autumn. Rain not for me.
I like pretending everything is ok.

@музыка: Jean Sudbury/John Krovoza/Tom Tally - I Hate Everything About You

22:31

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Everyone likes someone.
Why is there nobody who likes me? ...

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Continuing the topic of what makes me smile...
There is something that's near me all the time when I work - it was intended to make me smile - as I was told. The flower.
I do smile each time I look at it.
And thanx to  Dmorok for it. :)

@музыка: Stratovarius: Forever

@настроение: :)

01:56

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Parents are home. I'm glad, but my freedom has come to an end. All stuff from the sofa has been put on my bed. >_< The table with cloth and sewing machine is gonna be put away. :(
Each time I will be away from home late in the vening, I will receive "WHERE ARE YOU?" mssages.
No more talks with myself.
No more Skype and Gmail webcam talks at night. :(((
And I will have to be silent at night as everyone will be sleeping. ((((((

00:52

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Friends, thank you for the awesome evening mood!! Each rehearsal helps me write - I don't know why. I guess it is just an awesome mood. =)

And thanx to Reiha for holding my shirt. XDD

Coffee. Laptop. Waiting for mum and dad to arrive. Working on the article.

@музыка: Stratovarius: Black Diamond

@настроение: =)

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23:41

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He seemed so intelligent and romantic from the 1st sight... I enjoyed the talk.
And then he fell down to toilet themes, just as a boy of about 10 years of age.
Disappointment.
Are all guys that stupid and wild?
I wouldn't like to believe this.

23:38

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True love is something that cannot be found. It can only be met.