The new work is nice, but... I want to sleep. 4 hours yesterday, 6 today... Fuck, I'm exhausted.

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What those fuckin beauties do with guys...
I'm sad because of what guys feel - as I feel this too. But at the same time I'm laughing at the guys' being so stupid toards those beauties.
They seem to be guilty in their own pain - choosing beauties will always bring it. But they don't mind and go on admiring whores and suffering afterwards.
I'm sorry for your being kicked away, men. But you cause it yourself by running after beauties.

@музыка: LaFee: Fur dich

@настроение: down

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08.09.2009 в 21:10

Пишет  ~Chocolate:

Группа "D", некогда оплот пафоса и кожаных шмоток, нынче - одна из прогрессивных вижуал-кей банд.
Красивы, статны, гатичны и..

Асаги и Хиде-Зоу гладят котов в нэко-кафе. (отдельго готичен вид Хиде-Зоу Х)



Группа Ди по очереди говорит "Ня".

видео под морэм

Трогательно, блин. Т__Т

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Green hair day

Now I don't wonder why my male groupmate slapped a female groupmate. Anyway, beating a girl is inacceptable for me, but she is fuckin annoying. She said he is less masculine than some popular gay, and today she tried to catch me up or an argument. The topic she chose turned out to be... my hair color. She said: "How it can be green if it is blue?"

I answered it is green with a blue shade, other girls supported me and told her not to look for anything to be wrong. =))

A teacher turned out to be... not a patriot, she encourages using both Ukrainian and Russian at the practice lessons. It is cool, but we have a national language and we should not "learn to work for Russian-speaking newspapers" - there are not that many of them. And I know Russian good enough to communicate with Russian friends. And all people from our group except me began answering in Russian! I wrote a shocked message to I.M., and he called back - never heard him being that angry. Not with me, with the teacher. He wants me to tell him her name and to... well, I can only imagine what. Anyway, he is such a cool patriot! ^_^

And, as I've been asked, a pic of my hair. The photo has no value, it is just to show the color, tired eyes are hidden - I've slept for 4 hours.

@музыка: LaFee: Zusammen

@настроение: what would* say?

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I have a huge green stroke. ^__^
LOL, I look like a goth whore. XDD

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Something tasty ^_^

 ~Chocolate liked the appearance, and [J]~Yuu Kuraibara~[/J] once asked me to post some more of their music...

So click on the cute face to get the link =)

www.mediafire.com/file/ljyz2ynntmm/Atheos (GPKISM) 2009.rar

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I have a single dirty photo.
Do you believe it?

@музыка: LaFee: Ich bin ich

@настроение: ?

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Tired and happy.
Girls, thank you for the awesome day!!!

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Ebay question

Has anyone bought anything on Ebay?
Is that true that they deliver it in about a week or 2?
Are there any trouble with payments from Ukrainian banks?

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The writing hand

I realised I'm just a writing hand, and not more. A PR device. And those guys are so kind to me just because they want to promote themselves.
And it also proves there's no guy in the Universe who likes me.

Those who say they do are silent about one thing: I am just what is on the ground and can be taken easily to substitute what they cannot get. A cheap whore.
I am not the one whose call is waited for.

Guys, WHAT should ugly girls do if you only like beauties???? We have feelings too... We also feel pain, we also can LOVE...
WHAT should I do if I had been born ugly?

@музыка: Monolit: Потому что я рокер

@настроение: depressed

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Вопрос: Roses or orchids?

1. Roses		9	(33.33%)
2. Orchids		18	(66.67%)
Всего:		27

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Gonna dye my hair green.

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Non-alcoholic beer + a football match =

3:0 for now!!!
UPD: 5:0!!!!!

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Useless stuff

The fuckin youth magazine seems to have published the truth: "Little girls are for love, big ones are for hard work"... Why do men think big girls have no feelings???

It's true that nobody is single in the world... I went out to eat today as feel too lazy to cook. And ALL people were on dates. Even those who seemed to be having a business lunch from the 1st sight. I was the ONLY single at the cafe. Some idiot was holding and caressing the hand of his little cute whore. And I tried to imagine him breaking that hand, her blood dropping on the table and her suffering face... Didn't help. Orchid, you ugly old bitch, whatever you imagine, they're together and you are single.

Let out fake information at university - that I've had a girlfriend. Only 2 people have heard, but I'm sure soon lots more will know. I also mentioned I'm an androgyne. And that my ex lives abroad. I don't know why I did that.

Bought the goth sunglasses I had been searching for ages.

And also lots of WHITE cloth to make the dress.

The more depressed I feel, the more money I spend on food. Also don't know why. Because this doesn't make me happier.

Missed the corporate party - I really have no wish to go out.

Even a phone talk with K. didn't cheer me up as it usually did. Maybe because I realised he has also no interest in me.

Ok, if no guy likes me - I'll hate all of them. They only love beauties and then complain those use them. No wonder. Guys run after beauties and I'm just what is under their feet and has no value. Well, ok then...

My article is not accepted anywhere, no guy likes me... Maybe it is a sign?

@музыка: LaFee: Prinzesschen

@настроение: down