Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
четверг, 06 декабря 2007
среда, 05 декабря 2007
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
вторник, 04 декабря 2007
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
One more year has passed, so many things have changed...
Lost another beloved one, the respect and love...
tx to me friends and relatives who haven't forgotten me. avdawg, thanx for the u-mail, such a nice surprise!!!
Thanks to all of you for remembering me!
Many people wish me to find the Prince... I think I've already found him - the only problems are those with delivery.) And if it is not him...thn it will never be anybody...
yes, already 2 years passed since my fiance was with me, 2 years since the 3 white roses.
the only thing i need and will never have is sth that doesn't exist - true and devoted love... It is hard to have nobody to give the while myself to...
I feel I'm getting old, and (...2, 3, 4)7 will never be (...2, 3, 4)6, 5 or 4. Never - the scariest word, according to Fleur.
Thank you one more time for not forgetting me.
)
Lost another beloved one, the respect and love...
tx to me friends and relatives who haven't forgotten me. avdawg, thanx for the u-mail, such a nice surprise!!!
Thanks to all of you for remembering me!
Many people wish me to find the Prince... I think I've already found him - the only problems are those with delivery.
) And if it is not him...thn it will never be anybody...yes, already 2 years passed since my fiance was with me, 2 years since the 3 white roses.
the only thing i need and will never have is sth that doesn't exist - true and devoted love... It is hard to have nobody to give the while myself to...
I feel I'm getting old, and (...2, 3, 4)7 will never be (...2, 3, 4)6, 5 or 4. Never - the scariest word, according to Fleur.
Thank you one more time for not forgetting me.
)
воскресенье, 02 декабря 2007
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Thinking seriously of deleting my diary from here as well as my LJ...
What fuck should it exist?
What fuck should it exist?
Вопрос: have my stupid entries fucked you inside out?
| 1. yes, kill yourself towards a wall | 0 | (0%) | |
| 2. no, you'll die by yourself soon | 4 | (100%) | |
| Всего: | 4 | ||
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
My heart is being torn from the inside...My Prince feels bad... I wish I could do anyhing for him... Nothing is worse than a depression when the person wants to be alone... It must be sth serious...
I'd give my life for his happiness, whatever strange it may sound... He has become the one who holds me in this world... And I will never leave him alone.
Sweetheart, my thoghts are with you. Despite the distance - it is nothing for me.
I'd give my life for his happiness, whatever strange it may sound... He has become the one who holds me in this world... And I will never leave him alone.
Sweetheart, my thoghts are with you. Despite the distance - it is nothing for me.
четверг, 29 ноября 2007
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
All I want now is to slap a guy and cut the throat of a happy, beautiful loved girl...
среда, 28 ноября 2007
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Had some professional pics made this weekend. And nobosy likes them...
I"D GIVE ANYTHING FOR A BEAUTIFUL FACE!!! WHAT'S THE FUCK???
I"D GIVE ANYTHING FOR A BEAUTIFUL FACE!!! WHAT'S THE FUCK???
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
You sign in my comments.
I choose 3 of your interests.
You illustrate the chosen interests with pics on the topic in your diary.
Весна:
Звездное небо:
Прогулки:
I choose 3 of your interests.
You illustrate the chosen interests with pics on the topic in your diary.
Весна:
Звездное небо:
Прогулки:
суббота, 24 ноября 2007
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
We do remember...
пятница, 23 ноября 2007
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Children take everything they find to their mouths - to taste it and look what will be next.
And I put everything...in Photoshop - to see what will be next.
*making some scary philosophic pictures*
And I put everything...in Photoshop - to see what will be next.
*making some scary philosophic pictures*
четверг, 22 ноября 2007
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
She asked me to tell her where I got my green contacts. Yes, that whore from another class.
Of course I didn't tell anything. But she asked me about 3 times! I repeated patiently - is she really that stupid so that she doesn't understand? She's the beauty of her class, she's talented, she's intelligent, she is adorable and loved... Ira - the whol(r)e eternity is in her name, and the whole world can be drowned in her insect-like, shit-colored eyes... And some kickout from another class refused to make her wish come true! Can you imagine that???
Firstly, she stole my style. Secondly, she wears earrings the way I do - and I know this idea is mine, it has been this way for about 2 years. If she liked it that much - she should have asked me. Of course I wouldn't let her. I HATE HER!!
This whore also wears sth attached to a classic silver earring - and also on the right ear. I wear an ankh, she has another thing.But the idea is MINE! (c)
One person says he loves me - and I wish it was true. I like him, but I'm also scared of him. Different nations, countries, religions... I'm afraid he wants just to use me. But I'm so much scared of losinf him...He's the one who takes me out of pain...
Orchid liebt Dennis...
Of course I didn't tell anything. But she asked me about 3 times! I repeated patiently - is she really that stupid so that she doesn't understand? She's the beauty of her class, she's talented, she's intelligent, she is adorable and loved... Ira - the whol(r)e eternity is in her name, and the whole world can be drowned in her insect-like, shit-colored eyes... And some kickout from another class refused to make her wish come true! Can you imagine that???
Firstly, she stole my style. Secondly, she wears earrings the way I do - and I know this idea is mine, it has been this way for about 2 years. If she liked it that much - she should have asked me. Of course I wouldn't let her. I HATE HER!!
This whore also wears sth attached to a classic silver earring - and also on the right ear. I wear an ankh, she has another thing.But the idea is MINE! (c)
One person says he loves me - and I wish it was true. I like him, but I'm also scared of him. Different nations, countries, religions... I'm afraid he wants just to use me. But I'm so much scared of losinf him...He's the one who takes me out of pain...
среда, 21 ноября 2007
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
My Prince liked this photo!!!!
)And he also sent me his last pic. Now I can
понедельник, 19 ноября 2007
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
This is what I made - yes, it's for My Prince so that he wouldn't feel ashamed of visiting my MySpace profile. This is gonna be a background. Without the text, of course!
(C)
(C)
воскресенье, 18 ноября 2007
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
And here we are:
пятница, 16 ноября 2007
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
It’s an old book. And butterflies are drawn on the dark blue leather cover. The wing of one of them is particularly burnt with a cigarette.
Strangely enough, but the authors are known – they’re two journalists from Kyiv. Nobody knows what for was this book written, what’s its destination now and what it was expected to be at the beginning. And only God knows how many pages does this book have. Many people have looked through it to make their own conclusions about that – and each of them saw a different number.
Some of the pages are written in English, and some even are in German.
Everyone understood the content in his own way. But nobody was able to define the genre, style and the idea. Some people understood not more than nothing – and said it all was “stupid” and “mindfucking”. Yes, the content really has no meaning.
Sometimes there were tries to leave some personal signs on the pages – but they also disappeared as time passed. Separate pages were being torn out – but that didn’t make the book thinner. Whatever long a person was turning over the pages – the book didn’t come to the end. People tried to look directly at the last ones – but all of them were written illegibly. And each time their number was different.
After a few unsuccessful tries to read and understand people give up this idea. They forget about the edition, but sometimes return to it – when they have to waste some time or draw their thoughts away from sth unpleasant.
Every day the book is becoming older and more derelict. Nevertheless it still hasn’t turned into ashes. It is getting much harder to read the words.
Every morning the grayish black dust gathers on the butterflies of the covers, despite it is wiped off every evening. During all the time the dust has slightly changed the appearance of the book. Not absolutely for the worse – everyone perceives it in is own way. And up to these days people, who tried to read, dispute about if the changes have been for the better or for the worse. The content has not changed – maybe just the appearance.
Whatever hard people tried to erase some paragraphs from the pages – nothing was successful. An unknown bluish gray matter in which the words are typed or written, has caught the old paper really tightly. The torn out pages are renewing without anybody’s help. That means: there is only what there is and should be. Nobody managed to change anything.
Gradually the interest to the book is fading. Only some people – now they are mostly foreigners – show their interest to an Ukrainian edition. A few more pages in German have been recently noticed to have added. Even the authors don’t know where these pages come from, why and how the book is getting renewed. They have their own opinion on their own work…
This book will get burnt in some time. On its own. As soon as the last page comes. When it becomes the last one. Then the butterflies will at last get the freedom they had been waiting for. They will fly to the place they had been dreaming of. And even the one with a burnt wing will be able to fly – at least it would become n o r m a l…
пятница, 02 ноября 2007
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
The only pic from the yesterday's Halloween (fuck this day - it turned out to be also for beauties) home party for three friends. To be honest, it is my after-party condition... ^^ (this smiley is often used by My German Prince)
четверг, 01 ноября 2007
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, DENNIS!!!
Sorry, I meant...
ALLES GUTE ZUM GEBURTSTAG!!!
I just forgot I know this exprеssion in Your language.
Sorry, I meant...
ALLES GUTE ZUM GEBURTSTAG!!!
I just forgot I know this exprеssion in Your language.
@настроение:
happy&German ))
понедельник, 29 октября 2007
Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
I just read I will never become the one I used to be. There's no way back... N o w a y.........
Plastic surgeries on eyes are the most complicated ones. And they're done on eyelids, but not on the eyes exactly. So I will remain ugly forever...
I wish there was somebody to love me as I am and to care for me - but I know it's impossible.
Why didn't the doctor tell me my life will be over after the operation?
Plastic surgeries on eyes are the most complicated ones. And they're done on eyelids, but not on the eyes exactly. So I will remain ugly forever...
I wish there was somebody to love me as I am and to care for me - but I know it's impossible.
Why didn't the doctor tell me my life will be over after the operation?
@настроение:
