00:42

Do not feel

Your whisper is fast and silent. Those are newsreaders.
Nothing in the world makes me happy anymore. Nothing at all... I wish I could do something, but whatever I try, nothing helps...

Today went for a walk to the place I've always liked.. Being inattentive I took a wrong turn and came out in a place where I used to walk under the rain with My Happiness... Of course, I ran away from there, and this made people stare at me like at an insane.

Later followed the way to wires - they always made me forget. But what about this time - nothing has hurt me except my own being. It is not a person or a feeling, it's just...nothing. And nothing to forget about...

Took some photos. They are not to be taken as sth with an artistic value. They are badly edited - because I wanted it that way. they picture common things - because I saw them from this angle. So sorry if the pics disappoint you.

An unsuccessful try to glue pieces together

@музыка: Cruxshadows: Eye of the Storm

@настроение: lonely

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I know my hands have grown from the ass, now everything has been proved. I cannot even finish my jewelry. I'm just a shit I am, hate myself for this and not only...
My neighbor was right having said my hands are only suitable to be cut off with an axe. I wish there was someone to break them.
I hate myself more than ever. Yes, wrong hair color, extra weight and no abilities. I have to deal with this.

@настроение: annoyed

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Model: Kesha

Some everyday pics


@музыка: Cruxshadows: Ariadne

@настроение: lonely

14:45 

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03:29

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I am one of many for all guys who pretended they liked me... Okay, I agree, I agree...
Never thought my black hair, as well as the fact of it's being black, is that bad...
Ok, I agree.

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I've received information about some bad things being said about our Lolitas!!!
I was only told about this by a person whom I cannot trust completely, but there's no smoke without fire. I wish I had mistaken.
Girls, be aware! And let me know if you hear something, I still have no idea of what that has been.
The information has not been proved yet, so it is possibly a hoax.

Some weird background

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I'm sitting naked on the windowsill, the window is open but nobody can see me.
"Birthday" by The Cruxshadows aloud, a half-made choker in hands.
Going to make a cup of coffee to drink sitting on the same place in a half-dark room. In fact that's on the edge, between a half-dark room and the same-colored outside.

I have lost the ability to feel and to catch moods. I feel this is a minute when at least SOME print of MY mood can be made for the mind. And I'm doing my best to FEEL.

@музыка: Cruxshadows: Elissa

@настроение: TRYING

18:07

Sports?

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I guess I should call my aerobics teacher and take up lessons if she has time for that...

00:46

Proud

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Proud of her!!!
Yes, she is my aunt, friend and boss.:))
ictv.ua/facts/journalists/67853/

@музыка: Cruxshadows: Memorare

@настроение: proud

23:28

Kitty...

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Just came back from the animals' hospital. Met the owner of the hurt kitty, gave him what I wanted to give. The doctor said the cat will be taken home on Friday if everything is ok.
I pray for that kitty as cats should never suffer...

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@музыка: Monolit

@настроение: busy

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NO WAY!!!
THAT WHORE HAS A NATURAL WAIST OF THE SAME SIZE AS MINE!!!! FUCK...
Another reason to remove ribs... Planned for winter holidays if I have money.

18:48

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Fuckin allergic reaction to insect bites... Something has bit me at Tori Fest, I got allergic. Now having sth like fever and quite painful wounds, I only wish they didn't bother me to walk... >_<
I hate insects!!!

01:27

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I'm so fuckin drunk... I just had to. LOL
Unusual and quite bad. What the fuck have I chosen this?

@музыка: Marilyn, my bitterness

@настроение: drunk

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I will try to take part.
From a LJ community ua_cats:
Все подробности тут: animalprotect.org/forum/index.php/topic,909.msg12168/boardseen.html#new

Вот фото дроби и Рыжего:

Операция
недавно началась. Те дробинки что на фото, достали пока стригли шерсть.
Не помню когда мне было так страшно в последний раз.

Денег,
пока, мало. Не знаю как дальше. Самое обидное, что везде наталкиваюсь
на равнодушие и непонимание. Цинизм, я бы сказала. Вот еще, мол, на
кота деньги тратить. А я этого кота с маленького вырастила. У меня за
него душа болит. Неужели это так сложно понять?
Между тем операция
закончена. Рыж теперь должен отойти от наркоза и тогда будет известно
как все прошло. У него была раздроблена челюсть, ее закрепили, дробины
вытянули. Насчитали нам 2525 грн, повторяю свою просьбу - кто может, помогите нам!!!

Телефон Ирины: 80978018258, Виталия (её мужа): 80978011553
Пожалуйста, помогите Рыжику выжить, кто сколько может. Плиз, звоните напрямую, комменты не читаются.
Всем заранее спасибо!


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I thought they have it


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Girls, I've found some pics!
medvejonok-mess.livejournal.com/54850.html

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22:44

Picspam

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The exams are over, so picspam coming here soon.


19:57

After-Party

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Friends, thank you for yesterday's evening/night! :) More coming soon, I'm too sleepy now. XD